I'm hoping that this works out better than blogging. Blogging is kind of a pain. In the midst of writing paper and doing homework for school, having to sit down and write something else just seems like work and not fun at all.
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My experience with God and what the hell are we all doing here is if God wants you to know he's always watching, he will let you know. I can't prove this is totally accurate, but then again I don't hear a lot of other people talking about topics that consist of "was that a message from God, or did God just seriously send me messenger?" but this is what happened.
ReplyDeleteIt may sound a little weird at times, lol, but bare with me because these accounts are seriously as accurate as I can remember them.. We had just gotten back from Fallujah, Iraq, all of us were pretty much shell shocked from that horrible site. Half of my platoon was either killed in action or injured in Fallujah.
So we get back to our camp after this epic battle with this skeleton crew who was shell shocked. I wasn't questioning man kinds very existence, I was merely grasping how shitty life can really be and how fragile a life really is.
So we all go to sleep this one night a few days after getting back from Fallujah. For whatever reason I was startled awake around 1am. To this day whenever I think about this I don't know what startled me enough to wake up, but pretty much as soon as my eyes opened I couldn't help but notice these two--orbs?-- underneath a table of mine across from my bed. There was 2 of them and the best way I can describe them is perfect light.
They weren't twinkling like stars, they weren't overly bright.. Just 2 perfectly cylindrical orbs hovering under this table of mine. And the reason I say "perfect light" is because as I saw these things I seemingly had this --good?-- feeling not just about myself, but about everything. It was like a bonding moment with these 2 orbs almost.
This whole ordeal lasted I'd say --15 seconds-- and suddenly these 2 orbs vanish. So I'm laying there thinking "whaaat?", then all of the sudden there was the big flash of light on the ceiling in the back of this room that all of our rooms were in.
So at this point I am jumping out of my bed and running to the back of this room to figure out what exactly is happening. This other guy runs out of his room saying his room lamp just blew because apparently the generator outside breifly stopped working and he seemed surprised to see me.
I didn't know what to say about any of it.. It was all just so strange. I think something was definitely going on though. And like I said, those 2 orbs made me feel better about myself and everything. Were they really there? I think so... Was it a messenger from God? Could have been.. Was it random energy in form that I have never seen before? Could have been. All's I know is seeing them made me feel better, made the rest of the deployment easier... But anyways, that is my comment. Hopefully it gives you some insight of life, god, why are we all here.
Wow. I don't really know what to say to that. That's intense. I'm really glad you shared. Thanks man.
DeleteSometimes I wish God (I'm just going to call it God because its easier than saying "God/force/energy/universe/whatever else") would show up like that for me. But then again after going through that kind of hell, that sort of experience is just what a person's soul needs.
Again, thanks man. It means a lot.